I wish I could live

Yep, I'm still alive.
I don't know why, though. It's not like I actually have any specific reason to. Don't even see a reason to in the future, life is just going on like it always has. Can't be bothered to try and fix it because I can't.

So yeah, here I am, doing the least bit I can, as to not waste powers on unimportant things so I won't delve into an even deeper state of depression.

Anyway...
I noticed I don't think of post-rock bands in the context of a band.
As in one guy playing this, the other doing that, etc..
It's more like a wholesome sound. And if I start focusing on individual parts of the music, it ends up sounding like shit.
I think everyone does it, actually. Don't know why did I end up writing about it.


Also, why do Japanese people create such fucking dishonest music?
Every time I hear stuff that's supposed to be deep and moving made by japanese musicians it ends up sounding fake.
It's like they use textbook examples on how to make moving music, not something actually innovating.
Someone once told me it's supposed to be more subtle. No, subtle is less means more. Subtle doesn't have to mean you play the same fucking thing everyone else does but add a little touch of yours.
It seems as if the only thing they're good for is making non-animated hentai.
But that's just like, you know, my opinion and stuff.

I made a new hotmail account since my other one kept getting tons of spam even though I don't usually share it. Think I'll keep the old one for random forums and the new one for important sites. I won't mention it here though. If you want any of them contact me on last.fm.

Music. HMMM....
Ooh, I know.

Joseph Andreloni's Discography

This guy. This fucking guy right here, is one of the people behind Giraffes? Giraffes!. He offered his entire discography for free some days ago.
Unfortunately, I didn't feel like grabbing it all on that day. What a mistake.
Thankfully, most of the stuff there are still free for download. So grab everything you can.
Not everything is ridiculously mindmelting like More Skin With Milk-Mouth, but it's all honestly good and worth a listen.
Oh and of course start with this album.
Excellent mix of not lolsorandomisoproficientbuthonestlyidon'tknowwhati'mdoing math-rock and post-rock.
The only problem I can find with these guys is that they don't fucking record any more albums after this.