Thursday, June 9, 2011

Seems like the end, I suppose.

Yeah, I've reached that point. I don't feel like continuing this blog.
It doesn't take any effort to write these, honestly, but it was just all new and fascinating that I had to try it.
It was kinda fun, I hope that if anyone actually got any music they enjoyed it.
Feel free to contact me on last.fm for more music.

I'll finish with, of course, The Perfect Album.

My Bloody Valentine - Loveless

So much.
So much has been said about this album. And yet, it feels as if it's not enough. Hardly sufficient discussion has this album took place in.
I can't possibly begin to think about what the hell can I say.
How can anyone successfully describe this album? I think the yin-yang chemistry can best explain it.
It's like having sex after not having any for 1 whole year, while getting constantly teased by "insert most sexually desireable person by reader". And on top of that you discover your bdsm fetish on that ocassion. So it's all overflowing you with emotions. Pain and Happiness. Tons and tons of it. It's so, fucking, good.
Really, don't take my fucking shitty way of typing as any sign of supposed lack of intelligence.
Weather you'll like it or not, you need to hear it. You will not regret hearing this, period.

Here's the discography:










I'll just post the other two posts I started writing some days ago. They are unfinished so whatever.

1st Unfinished Post: "Changes"

No, not that shitty Black Sabbath song. God that thing is so bad it makes me want to completely delete what I'm writing now and change the title. Never does one need to mention that song. Ever.
Fuck, it's so cold. I hate this weather. One day I'm sweating like a pig the other one I wake up frozen still.
Can't fucking move my fingers!
Anyway.
I was thinking about the need to constantly change my surrounding and how well I act while being in a new one.
It might have something to do (unfinished part)


Timeless.
I was thinking about how sometimes when you enjoy an album in its entirety there are sometimes a few songs you don't enjoy but on repeated listens you suddenly start to enjoy them. And sometimes prefer them to the other songs you first enjoyed.
That's a timeless album. An album you know people will like say in 10 years will still enjoy.
And when I mean timeless, I don't mean timeless to a person, but rather to mankind.
I remember when I first got big into music. It all started when I heard Dark Side of The Moon.
It wasn't the first album I heard in it's entirety but it was the first one that took more than one listen to fully comprehend.
It seems like it was so long ago that I got into music, but it was all like maybe, 3 years ago? I've come a long way since. I can't even fucking stand Dark Side anymore.
But that wasn't what I wanted to say. What I wanted to say is that, sometimes people reach a point in their life when they hear that special album.
When they get out of their musical cocoon. It's not the same album for everyone. But they get to the part where they hear it and they can't get enough. It's so special, so good. They overplay it. And they keep finding new things in every new listen (that is, until they don't).
That's a timeless album. That no matter how much time passes, someone will hear the album and it will hit that person hard and make him delve into music.


2nd Unfinished Post: "I love and hate last.fm"

Yes, I have a fickle relationship with that site.

Last.fm is great for hearing new music.
No, not getting new music, HEARING it.

There are literally hundred of thousands blogs about music (such as this one, as it turns out to be) that recommend new music for you to listen to. Yes, they all have something you would probably at least like, if only for a few listens.
I have fallen to these blogs's trap. Downloaded about as much as I can carry and now I'm left with actually hearing it all.
No, not fun at all.
(I know how bad the next few lines sound, but bear with me)
But, do not despair. Here's where last.fm comes in.
I need some motivation to actually hear all of that music. Really, I do.
There are a lot of albums in my hard drive at the moment, waiting to be heard. And last.fm gives me sort of a reason to hear them all. Because it scrobbles them.
At first I went into this addiction of scrobbling new albums. Hearing stuff once for the sake of going at almost every occasion when talking with a friend "Yeah I heard that once album of theirs".
It was bad.
I couldn't do anything else, really. I could


AND THAT'S IT!
I've learned a bit from this. I learned quite a bit about myself by looking at my spilled sub-conscious.
Albeit brief, It did taught me that I can't write as well as I thought I do (a 12 year old can write better (Shit, even my comedy is dry and lacks attention)). Reinforced the sad reality that I enforce upon myself, which is, ignorantly shut myself inside from the world and only open up to what I know won't respond.
And then, I continue to whine about how tough the world is and conform myself with the fact I can just end it all if it really gets off hand and that all of this doesn't matter. I'm not really living if I don't put any effort to.
My life is probably sadder (as an outsider viewpoint) than I actually make it up to be and the worst part is that I chose to live it like this.
I don't expect anyone to actually read this shitty blog. I apologize for this mess if anyone actually did read it.
But in all honesty, you should've known better.

That's all, folks.

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