I hate my subconscious, I feel like it's slave

Currently stuck in my head:

They kinda remind me of Rush. Like a mix of hard rock and prog rock. Only they're not cheesy.
Well, not AS cheesy, anyway.


Sometimes I get this brain storm. Like start to think of an idea and develop it and get distracted.
Usually when I'm taking a shower. And I wish I could share my thoughts with someone, but there's no one around me. Maybe subconsciously I start to think about these subjects when I'm not able to communicate them to other people. I hate my subconscious, I feel like I'm it's slave.
Anyway,. I was thinking about how hipsters drive fixies to save gas and eat organic food to stay healthy yet buy new iphones.
Like, the rate they buy new ones, and throw the old one. The iPhone doesn't biodegrade well.
And then I started to think about all the retro clothes they wear to be ironic and to save old clothes from being thrown. Yet, the popularity hipsterism has gained has caused retro looking clothes to be manufactured.
And then I got to the conclusion it's all just an image. That what they do really is firstly to maintain their image. The actual contributing to mother earth comes at second.
And it's understandable. It's the human nature. And we've all been through it, and will continue to go through it thinking what we do is great.
Like do you ever get to a point that you look back at what you did last year or so and go "oh man how stupid I acted. I totally learnt from my mistakes and will be great from now on." yet you create some of the same mistakes (which are part of your behavior you've learnt from your surrounding) and new ones.
But it's ok, part of the human nature is to make errors. It's what makes us humane (I bet you've never heard that saying, right?).
But what do I know. I'm a slave to my fucking subconscious. I bet that whole paragraph about hipsters didn't make any sense, is completely baseless and unfocused (see, another thing about human nature, we think that if we note our (correctable) fallacies, it somehow makes it "ok" to keep doing them).

Oh right, what I'm listening to. I was trying to to write a lot to pass the time until this finishes uploading.
Was not successful.
Now I'll finish writing everything, go do something else and completely forget publishing this. Then remember it after I finish my fap session and be too tired to post it. Thank god for autosave!

Listening to: Deastro - Moondagger imma dl and grip
Electropop
A few of the songs in here remind me of some other songs I've previously heard. One of them is Airport by The Motors. Here, you'll be the judge:

That's the only one I managed to trace back. The others just drive me crazy.

This is Electropop. Some chiptune, some dream pop, a bit of synthpop. Quite an alright album.
Dammit, still not done uploading. Why does this shit take so much time to upload ffs.

If anyone is actually reading this, can I get some country recs? I've never actually got into it and the only country I like are artists such as Crooked Still and Nickel Creek.
Similar stuff could be cool. Banjos are a must, though!

Stay sober, peace.